I want to caucus again...only better next time
I was just beginning to have that cold bug that is going round the night of the caucus. I had flown that afternoon--not only feeling like my head was going to explode but really feeling bad that I was that person on the plane who no one wanted to get too close. I rushed home from the airport so that I could arrive at my caucus site early. Which I did.
It was spitting sleet, parking was getting crowded, but there was no big line. But, then, I had to go back home to get my ID because I was changing my registration. By the time I got back to my caucus site, the line was longer than I could have imagined and there was no real parking. I made a spot and went back to find my voting companion who was already inside.
By the way, a word to the wise, I also learned later that I should not have had to use the ID if I knew the last 4 digits of my social security number, which I do, but that's what I get for not being well enough informed.
I will admit now that I slipped into the building to get back in the registration line and did not go back outside to get in the line for entrance to the building. I knew that if I had to stand in that line, I was not likely to make it long enough to get back into the building.
I was part of a small group backing a candidate who was no longer viable, so I had almost a balcony view of the ever-expanding crowd. This candidate has old ties for me and I really caucused for him as a show of respect. It turned out to be the thing that gave me this incredible view of a caucus that I would have never had had from one of the 2 larger caucus groups.
Anyway, I watched as the room filled up, at times wondering if we might run out of oxygen and staying by the back door just in case. I found myself becoming more & more excited by watching democracy happen. Right in front of me. Oxygen or not, we were putting our selves out there as living, walking, (sometimes) chanting, votes--I kept thinking: we are voting with our bodies.
And, the young people--they were so excited! But, they weren't the only ones. Everyone seemed to be giddy from getting to be part of the process like this.
So, here's what I've been thinking: maybe it's not that we need primaries next time. Maybe we need well organized caucuses. I think "we" liked them. I think "we" turned out on both caucus days in numbers that indicate our willingness to engage with our fellow caucus goers in a more intimate way than just stepping quietly into a booth and pulling the curtain.
Anybody else wanna caucus again--only better next time?
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